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From Chapter Three:
After weird and scary Cosmo Richter checked her room and went into the
hall, Jane had gone into her bedroom and locked the door.
And finally kicked off her high
heels.
God, but her feet hurt.
She'd peeled off her skirt, wriggled
out of her too-tight bra top, and washed Mercedes' makeup off her face.
She'd taken a shower, then thrown on a T-shirt and boxers along with a
pair of athletic socks to keep her feet warm.
As much as she had a sudden burning desire to surf the Internet for any
information she could glean about Navy SEALs, she'd gone to work instead.
Despite the fact that this no-Rambo thing fascinated her -- and jeez, the
comment about her script aside, could scary Cosmo be any more obvious about the
fact that he so totally disliked her? -- she had press releases to write, fax,
and e-mail. If her feet had to hurt,
if her entire life had to be turned upside down, then, damn it, her movie was
going to benefit from this.
It was after ten before she got down
to the work she was supposed to be doing -- outlining that battlefield dream
sequence she'd promised HeartBeat Studios.
At around eleven, she heard Robin
come home. She heard Cosmo go
downstairs, heard the two men talking, heard Cosmo come back up.
Robin had no doubt gone into the kitchen for a snack, except he didn't
come upstairs. And he didn't come
upstairs and he...
With a sudden sense of impending
doom, Jane went to the window, peeked through the curtains and out onto the
driveway...
Where Patty's car was still parked.
Damn it! Damn it!
She ran through her office, flung
open the door, and came face-to-face with Cosmo Richter.
He'd found a chair and set it out in the hall.
He was on his feet instantly.
Shit!
She slammed the door shut in his
face, ran back into her bedroom. Cursing
the entire time, she yanked open her lingerie drawer, grabbed the slinky
nightgown on the top.
She shucked off her T-shirt and kicked off her boxers even as she pulled
the gown over her head. Hopping
first on one foot and then the other as she took off her socks, she made her way
to her closet, where her white silk robe hung -- the one with the full 1930s
style train.
She slipped into it, tied the belt
at her waist. She didn't have time
for slippers -- besides, she had less of a chance of killing herself if she went
down the stairs with bare feet. She
let her hair down, shaking it free and pocketing her ponytail holder as she ran
through her office again.
This time when she opened the door,
she flung herself into the hallway.
He-who-was-never-to-be-called-Rambo was still on his feet.
"I need a snack," she said
as she flew past him. He probably
thought she was out of her mind, but she just couldn't bring herself to say,
"I think my irresponsible brother is shagging my intern atop the conference
table."
He followed her, of course, as she
thundered down the stairs, rounded the end of the ornate banister and headed
back toward the main offices, and...
Nearly knocked over Robin and Patty.
Who were standing there, talking. Saying
good night.
With their clothes on.
"See you in the morning,
then," she heard Robin say.
Patty had her big slouchy bag over her shoulder, her briefcase and car
keys in her hand. "I'm
sorry," she said to Jane, "did we wake you?"
Patty's cheeks were slightly
flushed, and her eyes were sparkling. No
doubt about it, the girl had been kissed. But
now she was obviously on her way out the door...
Amazing.
"No, no..." Jane forced a
bright, cheery smile. "Just
getting a snack." She turned to
look at her brother to admonish him for staying out so late, not to mention
stinking of whiskey and beer, but she didn't need to.
Patty did it for her.
Even more amazing. "Get
to sleep," she said. "Really,
Robin, it's going to be four-thirty before you know it.
Everyone's counting on you to show up and be able to hit your mark.
I know you don't have many lines tomorrow, but it's important that you're
there and alert."
"Your wish is my command,"
Robin said, taking her hand and bowing deeply over it.
"But I should walk you to your car."
Oh, no, no, no...
But before Jane could leap upon him and put him in a full nelson, Patty
spoke.
"I'm perfectly safe," she
said, "with what's-his-name -- the other guard -- out there."
"His name is PJ," Jane
said. "Patty, good night.
Robin, upstairs."
She took his arm and pulled him toward the stairs as Cosmo followed Patty
to the door. The girl sent one last
glowing look in Robin's direction before slipping out into the night.
Jane heard the SEAL locking up behind her as she focused on helping Robin
navigate the steps.
"Didn't we just have a
conversation where you promised me you'd stay away from her?" she whispered
from between clenched teeth.
"What?" Robin was all wounded innocence.
"That means I can't even talk to her?"
"Talk, yes," Jane hissed.
"Suck face, no. What is
wrong with you? One girl.
Stay away from just one girl. This
one girl. That leaves, what?
One million, two hundred thousand and fifteen twenty-year old girls in
the greater Los Angeles area? I ask
you this one small favor and--"
"I'm sorry, I tried, but I
can't do it," Robin admitted as they reached the second floor landing.
He held on to her with earnest intensity.
"Janey, I swear, this one's different.
She's special. I think I'm
completely in love with her."
"Yeah, well, I think you're
drunk," Jane told him. "Again."
"What if she's the one?"
Robin asked.
She steeled herself against his baby
brother eyes. "Then she'll
still be the one when we wrap in two months."
She pushed him toward his room. "Sleep
it off. We'll talk tomorrow."
"I'm really sorry," he
said before he closed his door.
Yeah, sorry, right.
Jane turned to see Cosmo waiting patiently at the bottom of the stairs --
for her to come down and get her mother-loving snack.
God help her.
"I just lost my appetite," she said, heading instead for her
room.
Somehow he made it up and over to
her door just as she did. It was
creepy how fast he could move when he wanted to.
He stopped her with a briefly placed hand on her elbow.
"I need to go in first."
She stood there in front of the door to her room, wondering inanely if he
would tackle her if she simply ignored him.
Or if she made a run for it, screaming, "You'll never catch me,
Rambo, Rambo, Rambo..." Instead,
she said, "You're kidding."
"No."
It was funny.
He'd answered as if she were seriously asking.
But she knew before the words left her lips that he wasn't kidding.
He wasn't capable of kidding. Cosmo-the-humorless
never kidded about anything.
"Why?" she asked, her frustration with Robin, with HeartBeat
Studios, with the idea that the Freedom Network's crazy-ass, neo-Nazi beliefs
could impact her life this way all pushing her extremely close to her personal
edge. "We were only downstairs
for a few minutes."
There was that maddening pause as
Cosmo-never-Rambo either considered her words, perfected his upcoming
predictably terse response, or mentally composed another verse of his latest
love sonnet. Yeah, right.
She actually laughed aloud at the idea of this man writing poetry.
But really, God only knew what was going on inside that head.
"You need to let me do my
job," he finally told her.
"No one's in any screaming
hurry to check Robin's room," she pointed out.
"No one's threatened to kill
Robin," he countered, for him, a lightning swift repartee.
"Actually, I did," she
quipped. "Just this morning, as
a matter of fact."
No reaction.
No laughter. No smile.
He just stood there, gazing down at her.
When she'd worn her high heels, he hadn't seemed that much taller than
she was. But as she stood there in
bare feet, she had to tip her head back to look him in the eye.
And jeez, his eyes were a weird
color. Jane had always thought of
herself as being pretty good at staring contests, but this time she caved and
looked away first. It was just too
odd, staring into those eyes and having absolutely no clue as to what he was
thinking.
She shifted out of the way, silent
in her capitulation, half afraid that if she spoke, she wouldn't be able to keep
herself from calling him Rambo.
Chatterbox that he was, he somehow managed to keep from speaking, too.
Once again, he flipped the light
switch.
Perfect. Glaring lights, and
her with absolutely no makeup on.
But he didn't so much as glance at
her again. He walked through her
office, checked the windows, then headed toward her bedroom.
Then he did look back at her, but only to make sure she was following.
Apparently he didn't want to leave her out in the hall alone.
Jane went to the doorway between her
bedroom and office, where the light was less harsh, as he went through his whole
search-the-room routine. The shower
curtain screeched as he pulled it back. Yeah,
this was going to get really old, really fast.
As if reading her mind, he spoke.
"Won't have to do this every single time after the security system
is in place."
Lawrence Decker had told her that
the installation would be started tomorrow.
But finished when?
As Cosmo came back toward her, he
stepped carefully over the T-shirt, boxers and socks she'd left scattered on the
floor, briefly meeting her eyes as he did so.
Great. He was silent, not
stupid. In fact, Jane suspected that
he was really, really, really not
stupid.
She moved aside to let him pass,
more than half expecting him to close her office door behind him with no more
than a nod as an unspoken good night.
But he stopped and looked back at
her, his hand on the doorknob. "If
the costume change was for me, it's not necessary."
She was so surprised, she spoke
without thinking, automatically playing dumb.
"Costume change? I don't
know what..."
He didn't even bother giving her an
"oh, yeah, right" look. He
knew she knew he'd seen the clothes on the floor.
He was just patiently waiting for her to finish making noise.
She trailed off, and they stood there in silence as he made sure she was
done.
"Thing is," he told her, "you're better off in darker
colors, non-reflective fabrics. Cotton.
Gray's good."
Like the T-shirt she'd left on her
bedroom floor.
"If we did have a
situation," he continued, "at night, wearing something like
that"--he motioned toward her white robe with his chin--"you'd be a
clear target. You own a pair of
sneakers?"
She blinked at his sudden swift
change of subject. "Cross
trainers. Yes.
Of course."
His smile came and went so quickly,
she was left wondering if she'd imagined it.
"Cross trainers. Right.
Good." He nodded.
"Keep 'em by your bed. In
case there's trouble and we need to move fast."
"I look stupid in sneakers, I
never wear them outside of the gym, and I don't want to move fast."
She gave voice to her frustration. "I
don't want there to be trouble. I
don't want a 'situation.' I don't
want any of this!"
"No one ever does," Cosmo said, and with another nod, he closed the door behind him.
From the book HOT TARGET
By Suzanne Brockmann
A Ballantine Book
Copyright 2005 by Suzanne Brockmann
Excerpt copyright 2004 by Suzanne Brockmann
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